I'm mostly back to normal. Still not wearing the watch or letting much touch my arms, but the blood in my mind seems to have subsided to where I can think of other things now. Of course, I'm still brooding a bit, but I'm at least working my way past the dream. I think I'll distract myself with some EQ for a while or grab a shower and something to eat. I always forget to eat much when Ian's not around. I just sort of snack. Oh well. Whatever.

A secret strategy…:
I learned a secret to not eating too much… bite a nice bit out of your lip so that it hurts like 6 kindsa hell everytime you open your mouth. Trust me, it works a little too well.